Thursday, September 28, 2006
i remember when we discussed this months ago we came to a conclusion that we're just giving excuses for ourselves
definitely if you cared to manage your time better you'd have space for everything?
sure you could BALANCE things, but i want more than that.
then how can the same old thing sustain that little bit of joy.
i want to play soccer, i hope the team and coach doesnt hate me because i really want to play but my priorities have changed.
remember how it was soccer, tennis, then soccer and then sleeping thru every single econs lesson not doing any work, stoning thru every math question wongsengchee claims to go thru. haha.
i want to go out and play and meet my friends i haven't seen since forever.
i WILL go for soccer this sunday even though i have no friends in the main team but i have to pretend to be friends with the seniors and have awkward conversations with them and everyone will give me deathlooks and the coach will probably bench me and hate me.